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Syahrul Naem Bin Jailani
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Aspiring Architect/Fashion Designer
I just want to make my parents proud, that's all.

08 May 2010 | 12:16:00 AM
The Man Who Moved

Yes, I love to jump on bandwagons (or trolleys, literally).
Blog updates are on my very own Tumblr: http://sunshineisthenewsexxxy.tumblr.com/

See you there, fellow invisible readers! (:

18 April 2010 | 3:27:00 PM


I wished you knew :(

14 April 2010 | 11:48:00 PM
Falling

Have I told you my life's crazy? Like a whirlwind-turnabout-hurricane-cyclone kinda crazy. I, Syahrul Naem, has been spending too much money on unnecessary stuff and FOOD and is in need of a good ass financial planning scheme for me to survive and pay for my own university education. And I need to do the portfolio for Architecture interview... which is like next week? Gosh, I didn't know doing a portfolio can be so... irritatingly pleasant and non-inspiring at all. I need a fresh story in my life.

I seriously think that if one is to commit himself to one person only, he should know the pains of going through crap with that one person. Trust me, there will be more tears than laughter, and the pain is as ruthless as stabbing your heart and trying to wriggle it out but you just leave it there for the fun of seeing the victim suffer kinda pain. And the idea of being dependent on one person in your whole yet-to-be-explored exciting Life is ridiculous but as long as it makes you happy, I'm happy for you.

I'm feeling so cynical, jubilant and shagged at the same time that I feel like eating Maggi in my underwear while watching re-runs of FRIENDS on Starworld (which I doubt is showing at this ungodly hour). Oh LIFE!

12 April 2010 | 9:10:00 PM
just like gravity

Sometimes I wish I could show my gratitude the best way I could for all the things that have happened in the past first few months of 2010. Too many good things happening one time after another, it feels kinda... surreal. I'm so thankful to God and my loved ones for always believing in me even though I've always doubted my own capabilities and my own strengths. I love you, now and forever.

As some of you may or may not heard, I received a letter from NUS stating that I've been shortlisted for the NUS ARCHITECTURE test and interview! If you're feeling excited, the feeling's mutual. Heh. But what kind of test would they throw at us? Drawing buildings? Nice. I will draw a Wonderland with lots and lots of... houses made of cotton candy. Hahaha what? Can't a future architect dream?

And yes, I am so free right now because I've POP-ed (read: passed out from Tekong) and I've got a week of block leave. I'm only getting my posting results on Friday and I pray for the best. You know, on one side of my brain, I'll be ecstatic if I got into OCS, but on the other side, I'm worried. Worried because... it's going to be tough, mentally and physically. Heck, what's new? That's Army for you. Haha.

Planned lots of meet ups this week. Too many things happening so I've decided to get myself a planner from Popular tomorrow. My schedule's too messy for my brain to take in. I guess this is what it feels like to have a money (not that it is a lot, mind you) and meeting clients (friends) here and there. But the most awesome thing about block leave is that you spend more time with your loved ones. Meeting best friend on Wednesday and I can't wait. I miss you <3



Woah, one day and I'm already missing you.
Can't wait for Friday night!


04 April 2010 | 4:26:00 PM
Familia




See how we've grown in three years.
More perfect family portraits to come.
I love you.

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| 3:38:00 PM
Overboard

I'll forget you if that's what you want me to do.
I'm sorry if I'm no longer your angel.

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03 April 2010 | 7:59:00 PM

Sometimes I want to have a reason to believe that you're still there for me.
Sometimes it feels like I'm the only one holding on to the other end of the thread, not wanting to let go.

Because I'm afraid.
And no one seemed to understand this.

Even tears won't do the trick but I'm crying.
Because there are no words nor languages that could describe the wretched feeling I'm in now.

Everything's easier said than done.
I don't want to argue with you anymore, best friend.
Because you're right all along and I surrender.