I've been thinking lately after yesterday's incident?
Uhh what's yesterday's incident?
HEH oh yeah.


Was supposed to meet them for Hari Raya outing outside Northpoint's OCBC bank.
But all of a sudden, we got news that Amir and his cousin were there.
We were all like what the fuck is going on?
I started calling the guys and they said they're on the way.

Then jeng jeng jeng, he came.
He brought to one side because he wanted to "talk" to me.
I said okay.
We talked and talked face to face.
I told him everything that I wanted to say to him.

After like 10 minutes with him, Adib intervened.
He looked angry and even wanted to start a fight.
Luckily, there was Hakim and Dewi.

Me and Amir made a deal.
I'm here to fulfill the deal.
I'll stick to the deal if you do.




As you may not have known, I've deleted all the posts I wrote about him.
And he will not disturbed me for like ever.
...




Now let me continue.
I've been thinking about how obnoxious I have been.
I've been keeping bottled feelings that hurt me so much.
And when I let it out, it nearly started a fight.
Was it wrong to express things vulgarly.
Sometimes you need the right words to express your feelings ain't it?
And yes, I agree with Ain that me attacking Amir the second time was too much.
He didn't do anything to me. He just blamed Dewi for it but I wanted to intervened.
Yesterday was a historic day for everyone of us.
Everyone told Amir what they didn't like about him face-to-face.
And to tell the truth about someone not behind their backs is a great feeling.
So no more backstabbing from me.


I've got more sins than I should to repent.
God forgive me, please.





Yesterday's raya outing was great.
Lazy to update it now, pictures later.
Toodles (: