It's been rather a quickie week for me.
Since Monday's Sports Heats, time flew by in a snap of a finger.


MONDAY
Utter cow dung.
This is the first time in my whole life I put my everything to it.
I trained almost everyday for a chance like this to come by.
And I've let it slipped by just like that.

It was my event - 400m.
I was frustrated with myself.
I could have done the most miraculous thing I've ever done in my whole life.
But only if I had that INCH of energy left to pass that line, I would have gotten first place.

I admit it - I cried.
Not because I was a crybaby, but I was really really frustrated.
I shouted and kicked but everyone else were like It's okay, Syahrul. The class only needs class participation points.
And I'm like You think this is all mere points for me?
For GOD's sake, I've trained so hard to get points for a useless class that almost 2/3 of them not participating.


LIKE FUCK YOU.


And I'm constantly reminded by Mr. Rauf's repetitious advices.
Train hard and if you do well for Sports Day, I'll put you into competitions for CCA Points.
At current, I'm at the verge of failing for my CCA Points and you can tell me it's okay.
Good gracious, maybe you're out of your mind.

But thank you guys (you know who you are), for cheering me up.
I appreciate it most and you're probably my only shoulder to lean on.
I thank GOD for friends like you!



TODAY
Ran for 200m.
I wasn't hoping for too much since I'm not a short distance runner.
Results was quite expected, I got 4th.
And fyi, I'm running with bleeding wounds on both my knees.

Sindhu, cry your heart out today.
Because you know tomorrow will be your day when you shine!
I'm always there in times of need, so just tap me on the shoulder, and tell me about it.

Training at Stadium after the dreadful SRP for the relays and my only source of hope - 800m.
Tell me I deserve this?


Oh and best of lucks for Myra who'll be in for Talentime tomorrow.
You know, I'm always there to support you even without a banner!







AI TRACK ALL THE WAY!