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Syahrul Naem Bin Jailani
150991
Aspiring Architect/Fashion Designer
I just want to make my parents proud, that's all.

12 March 2008 | 9:57:00 PM
Perfect

I'm disappointed in myself, really.
Because I thought I could get over it.
But I never knew things would turn out like this.
I'm not one who holds on to things, but I suppressed my feelings.
So much so that I burst out all my emotions in one go.
It's scary, I don't want to be hurt like this anymore.

All I need now is a peace of mind and to be loved.
Because I don't feel anything right now.
Everything's a whirlwind while I'm a broken record, playing over and over again without finishing the song.
I'm so tired of this.
I wish I could just move on.
And I should, I must.

All I need is a face-to-face conversation with you.
To end everything in a calm, assuring way.
It's hard for both of us, but do me a favour here.
I'm really not feeling myself anymore :'(

You know that I've gone through this before.
But history had repeated itself.
And I'm once again torn into pieces.
Thanks, really.

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