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Syahrul Naem Bin Jailani
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Aspiring Architect/Fashion Designer
I just want to make my parents proud, that's all.
11 June 2008 | 7:45:00 PM
What You Got

Everything's in a whirlwind now.
My life is far from what I've planned.
Due to the mistakes and frequent downfalls.
I never thought it could turn out like this.

It frustrates me that I don't get to say the things I really want to say right now.
Everything comes out so planned.
So fake.
So not me.

I don't know.
I can't express my emotions and my thoughts freely.
There's just so many things to say, all squeezed inside me.
And I can't seem to let it go.

I don't want to be what I am now.
Where I stand now
Things I go through now.
It's so complicated, and I even forgot that I'm only 16.
I shouldn't be in this world in the first place.

Damn it.

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