As I'm typing out this entry, I can't help but feeling annoyed, irritated at the fact that I'm such a loser when it comes to managing my time.
I feel so disturbed.
Not ghost-related kind of disturb.
The I-can't-get-myself-to-concentrate disturb, yes.
I have a lot of things to do and I feel super awesome (in a negative connotation) mood right now.
I feel like slapping the monitor and scratch myself all over if only I wasn't human.

I'm human.
Uh huh okay.

I need someone to make me happy all over again.
I want to look forward to something happy.
Something that makes me smile.
Or rather someone.

Yes, I need R badly.
You're the only one who can make me smile from ear to ear.
And it'll last for days until something bad happens again like... college.

I need to mug, get myself prepared for Promos.
I still want to do 4 H2 next year!
But I'm not planning to do any H3 subject even if I got offered to.
I think it's too much for me to handle already.

Damn, PW is killing me bit by bit.
I still have Restu project, Pre-U and Maths!
I neeeeeeeeeed R, zomg!

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