Never thought I would train for it, and never did achieve anything.
I blacked out in the second round.
Maybe because I was really nervous, running too fast or wasn't well.
Whatever it is, it was a scary experience.
To clutch your chest and gasping for air.
I really felt my heart stopped beating.
And then, there I was on the ground.
The first thing I thought was, "Shit, I screw up!"
Then, "I can't breathe. Am I going to die?"
You can't imagine how painful it was, like a knife stabbed through your heart.
Every part of me is failing slowly.
But there was one thing that kept me going.
I was thinking of what stalker said to me in the morning.
It was just coincidental that we were talking about sudden deaths.
Yes, I'm not ready to die.
Neither is anybody.
Anyway, thanks for the support guys.
I really appreciate it although I've let you down.
I promise I'll do my best in Long Jumps/High Jumps Finals.
Oh and stalker, thanks a lot <3
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