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Syahrul Naem Bin Jailani
150991
Aspiring Architect/Fashion Designer
I just want to make my parents proud, that's all.
24 September 2008 | 10:57:00 PM
Green Light

Now, it seems that everyone has given up on me when I wanted to prove them otherwise.
I know I've not been doing pretty well lately.
I'm trying my best, really, trust me.

It's always during these times that my thoughts become suicidal.
It's so crazy tempting but I'm not that stupid, I have a freaking brain.
It's tough being me, really.
Don't try to act as if you understand because you don't even know how I feel in the first place.





And I wished I had been there... for you.
But I fail terribly every time.





AHHHHHHHHH I feel like running away.
I'M BLEEDY STRESSED UH!!!!

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