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Syahrul Naem Bin Jailani
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Aspiring Architect/Fashion Designer
I just want to make my parents proud, that's all.

26 October 2008 | 7:45:00 PM
Gotta go my own way

I feel weak, useless.
I want to be there for you, I try to.
But you seemed to be pushing me away, more and more.

It hurts some times.
Because all I wanted was to be a good friend.
To be with you when you are hardest hit.
I'm a call away, but I've got nothing from you.
I never had that opportunity.

I read whatever you had to say.
Your problems, your life.
I wish I could say the things I want to say to you.
But, these words will only be in my mind because there's no way I could get it to you.
You have a lot of them who cares about you.
More than me, I'm sure.
I envy you because you have all these people around you.
And I don't think I'm exactly needed by you.

I should have known, distance plays a part.
In all relationships.
It's tough to rekindle those days we had, when we had all the time in the world.
I guess now it's different.
Now I know.

For all a friendship is worth,
I'll always be there, in here *points to heart*
I hope you read this, I tried my best.

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