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Syahrul Naem Bin Jailani
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Aspiring Architect/Fashion Designer
I just want to make my parents proud, that's all.
15 December 2008 | 1:18:00 AM

I've come to realised something I am afraid of. I've realised that I'm a victim of people who take advantages of other people. It's been happening for far too many times, till I'm quite used to it. It literally feels that your heart is slowly tearing apart, just that it's more painful when you experienced it yourself. I'm sure you should be wondering why I let other people take advantage of me. It is because I am too nice to other people that I fail to see their ultimate motive. They used me as a facade to get something that they want. It is as though I am their puppet with no strings attached.

I am definitely sadden by that fact. It usually happens at a very high point of a relationship, and there it goes, spiralling down Mount Everest at 1000km/hr. I know I may look like I am more than happy to help you, but sometimes I just feel the need to sacrifice some of my actions and energy for others. I don't care if you appreciate it or not, because it is not up to you to judge my kindness. I'll leave it to Allah, and He will count the blessings.

So, what these people do to me now, I will take it in my stride. You are not stopping me from giving my kindness away just because you don't appreciate it. I am worth much more than that, and you'll need better luck the next time you try to bring me down :)

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