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Syahrul Naem Bin Jailani
150991
Aspiring Architect/Fashion Designer
I just want to make my parents proud, that's all.
15 January 2009 | 1:45:00 AM

I've been lying. Lying to myself that evrything's going to be okay, when it's not. I miss someone so badly right now, I could cry a river. This is more irritating than ever.

Studies are so bad right now. Maths is a killer. Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. I wished I had put in more effort during the holidays but nooooo, all we do is regret and regret for now. Oh well. My days in school seemed to be longer than I expected. Everyday of the week, it's either dance or track, dance or track. I've no life! Thank God I'm going NAFA this Saturday or I'll rot (for sure).

I still miss you, more than anything else. Come back safely and we'll talk like there's no tomorrow okay? I can't stand it any longer.