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Syahrul Naem Bin Jailani
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Aspiring Architect/Fashion Designer
I just want to make my parents proud, that's all.
12 March 2009 | 10:18:00 PM
Like You'll Never See Me Again

I'm feeling oh-so-down lately.
There's SYF intensive trainings, studies to catch up on and Nationals to worry about.
Plus, the ever so irritating CVD preparations for this Saturday (do come, please!)

All these responsibilities are weighing me down, I can feel myself dragging myself to school every single day. I feel very lethargic and I feel so sad, nothing can actually describe what I'm feeling right now. I don't know where's R, WFA, Matt nor Nizam. I'm losing every single one of them which explains my mood right now.

I think I've made such a wrong decision. But since I'm already in it now, I might as well live with it.

To you: Do you know how painful life is for me? This is totally unfair. I was there for you but you're not here for me. I don't know what to say or do anymore. Call me indecisive or dependent, but thank GOD that at least, you know someone loves you. Do you?

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