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Syahrul Naem Bin Jailani
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Aspiring Architect/Fashion Designer
I just want to make my parents proud, that's all.
26 April 2009 | 9:27:00 PM

I was listening to Dangerously In Love by Beyonce and I remembered the words which meant a lot to me. And again I was thrown into a state of remembering someone. Someone who is missing in my life for the past 3 months. Well, I've been keeping myself as busy as I could so that I would not think of you but time proves me wrong everytime...

I'm not sure what I want in life now. I know what I need to do is to go through this tough year and face 'A' Levels at the end of the year. But apart from that, what do I want more? Not a want, more of... desire. Yeah, my desire.

Life's not just about worldly desires, but also the spiritual, emotional. I wish I know where you are right now, what you're doing and how you're feeling. I wonder if you're reading my blog secretly like you always do. I miss listening to your advices about life and studies. I miss your texts and phone calls. And I really do miss your ways of saying "I Love You".

Man can only plan and dream, but God holds the key to our destiny. If I'm not destined to be with you, then I'll accept it wholeheartedly even if it hurts me.



There's so many things I want to say to you.
But I'm afraid I'll shed tears for you again.
So I won't.
I won't say anything any longer.
Sorry if I've been a burden to you all this while.

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