I really don't like what I'm going through right now. I need to really pull myself out from this crap I'm in, start putting in more effort into what I'm doing because I don't feel like I'm going to make it till the end of the years with the state I am in right now. I know I haven't been an effective and productive student this year, and I'm really sorry about that. I can't seem to put my mind at ease with the personal problems I am facing. I'm trying very hard to put the past behind and start the day anew but somehow I feel as if I've not accomplished anything at the end of the day. I can only talk so much about improving myself, but I know there needs to be an effort from me. I want to help myself, I do. I need God's guidance, I need a little more faith in me. Come on Syahrul, what's wrong with you?



Sometimes I want to run away to the moon, for I wish to be isolated from the rest of the world.

Labels: hope. believe. faith.