Have you ever had that feeling of not being satisfied of what you've done thus far?
Like not studying enough for an examination.
Or not saying the right things to a person before you know it, he's gone.
That uneasy feeling inside you that makes you feel like some kind of a loser.

I get that every time and I think it's normal.
It's normal to feel the way that you did because it's human's innate nature not to feel self-satisfied.
We yearn for things far greater, far better than the present.
That's why we invent things, that's why there's creativity.

But there's always that one thing that we forgot about.
The Almighty, the One and Only, God.
We forgot that whatever we do have been written as fate in our journal of life.
That even though we fail, or succeed or fall from our state of grace, it has been written.
You might find this unfair but the truth is, it is very much the opposite.
Because if God doesn't want us to succeed in a particular direction, then you know there are far more better things that you will succeed in.
Be it, anything that you could've imagine.

So I'm telling you now and I'm telling myself.
Whatever happens, happens.
Even though I feel that I've not prepared myself for the battle, I'm going to face it.
No one knows, no one can predict.
And even so, it wouldn't be accurate.
I'm facing this battle.
With mind (all that I've worked for) and my heart (God).

Cause there's no time like now.
It's now or never (: