I can't believe the first week of 2010 whizzed past. I could literally feel myself age with time. I could feel the lethargy from the trainings and everything else. But I guess, those are just some of the effects of growing up from a teenager to a young adult.

I'm starting to have these tingling sensations in myself by the way I react to certain situations to the way I think. I can't help but feel a little bit nostalgic about my own childhood. Growing up is a crazy transitory phase for all of us, but I can't believe it's happening so fast. It's interesting how we try to avoid maturity and stay in the moment, but as much as we try to, we simply can't.

With the coming of age and all that shizz comes responsibilities. I can't imagine myself being responsible for my own well-being without mum's caring ways, being responsible for my own financial needs without dad's hardwork. It's a whole new Life that I'm experiencing right now, and it didn't come in a subtle manner. It's like being unwillingly thrown into this whole new world. Maybe this is God's ways of telling me that I'm ready to face my own consequences and obstacles. If that's the case, then I pray that God will light me the path to a good future. I believe that everything happens for a reason - the situations, the people and the relationships built.

I find Leona Lewis' I See you very inspiring for the soul. Her vocals give that soulful and calming effect that somewhat touched my inner being when she sings. Sometimes, it brings tears to my eyes because it is indescribably beautiful.



Wherever you are... I see you in my dreams.