Have I told you my life's crazy? Like a whirlwind-turnabout-hurricane-cyclone kinda crazy. I, Syahrul Naem, has been spending too much money on unnecessary stuff and FOOD and is in need of a good ass financial planning scheme for me to survive and pay for my own university education. And I need to do the portfolio for Architecture interview... which is like next week? Gosh, I didn't know doing a portfolio can be so... irritatingly pleasant and non-inspiring at all. I need a fresh story in my life.

I seriously think that if one is to commit himself to one person only, he should know the pains of going through crap with that one person. Trust me, there will be more tears than laughter, and the pain is as ruthless as stabbing your heart and trying to wriggle it out but you just leave it there for the fun of seeing the victim suffer kinda pain. And the idea of being dependent on one person in your whole yet-to-be-explored exciting Life is ridiculous but as long as it makes you happy, I'm happy for you.

I'm feeling so cynical, jubilant and shagged at the same time that I feel like eating Maggi in my underwear while watching re-runs of FRIENDS on Starworld (which I doubt is showing at this ungodly hour). Oh LIFE!