It feels like I have a pretty heavy heart and the only way to lighten it is to cry.
And when I tried to cry, all that came out was dry.
I have enough of this feeling.
It makes me feel really low and un-SUNSHINEY.
I think it is because of the fact that I'm going to leave YJC.
The fact that I'm leaving the very people who I had made friends with in JC.
The fact that there is a high possibilty my bestfriend in JC is not going to end up in the same JC.
The fact that many of my friends will miss the fuck out of me.
I know it's hard to say goodbye.
It's never really going to be easy at all too.
But I hope we're not going to part ways after this.
No, it won't be the end of our friendship.
I'll miss you twice the amount you'll missed me.
And it's not because I want to leave you too.
It's not like I have any friends in NYJC too.
I'm sorry, maybe I had betrayed your trust in me.
But I wasn't planning to tell you at all because I'm afraid you'll feel this way.
But word has gone around, so I'm really going to spend the most out of this two weeks left.
I'm sorry, a hundred times.
I'll miss you, a thousand times.
I love you, a million times :(
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