These past few days, I've been quite busy with college stuff.
There was the Pre-U rehearsals, Sports Heats, WR and other whatnots.
And R's been missing for the past weeks.

I can't say what I'm feeling now because if I did, it wouldn't turn out right.
And seeing others having a good time, with or without partners, makes me envious.
I know this is JC life.
Just a little more than one month till Promos too.

I can't deny the fact that I'm unprepared.
That I need all the help that I should have.
But things aren't going too well.

I wonder if I really understand all these that are happening to me right now.
Or is it just ignorance?
I'll go figure, but in the meantime, I've to put my head in the game.
I'll try to, at least.




(P.S I really, really, really miss you. It seems that I've lost you)

Labels: i never want to be what you wanted me to be.