20 August 2008 | 2:28:00 AM
So What
So What
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Someone told me, "Work hard, work smart". I'll just have to take one step at a time. Haven't been doing very well in school lately, academic-wise. Especially Math. I just wonder where the enthusiasm I had for Maths in Sec 4 went to. It's really frustrating to not know most of the questions in tutorial while the rest can answer them as easy as 123. Yet, I'm still stuck in the midst of... nothing. I keep falling asleep in tutorials nowadays. Maybe I'm just tired, pushed to my limits. But I know, I'm much stronger than this. I just have to find it within me. In the words of Chanel Ali, it exudes from within. Haha. I need to do well in Promos, that's a need, not a want. I need to cope with studies, CCAs and other stuff I just had to get involved with. Maybe I'm stupid to even be forced doing something I don't want to. But if it's out of kindness (or maybe I'm too kind), why not right? But then, there's a saying that sounds like if you help others and not yourself, you'll lose out terribly. And to be in that situation sucks. Sigh. |
