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Syahrul Naem Bin Jailani
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Aspiring Architect/Fashion Designer
I just want to make my parents proud, that's all.
11 January 2009 | 7:09:00 PM

It's funny how life works. Now that school's starting tomorrow, I am contradicting my previous statement about my eagerness in going back to school. Yes, Syahrul feels that he doesn't want to go to school tomorrow due to some reasons.


1. Syahrul has not finish his holiday assignments as of now. He feels guilty of it but he is sure that the teachers would understand (not).


2. Syahrul is not ready to face the challenges up ahead given that this is his 'A' Level year. Who is, actually?


3. Syahrul has too many commitments in school as of now and he feels that he needs to get it all sorted out before it gets a toll on him.


4. Syahrul needs to get his priorities right and have more faith in himself because other people are getting to his nerves already.

5. Syahrul feels so lazy to wake up at 6 in the morning from now onwards. Hahaha.

Oh well, I guess there are some sacrifices that should be made when school re-opens. Trainings, meetings, consultations and homeworks are parts and parcels of college's life. But looking at the bright side, I only have half a year of studying to go and then, it's all revisions. But still, I am not looking forward to the end of year ('A' Levels). Raaaaaaaaah.

From now onwards, I've to believe in myself rather than hear what others has to say. I trust myself, and myself says follow the heart. I'll do whatever I want to and with a prayer or two, I'll gladly make that move. Even if it was a life-changing decision or a decision I would always regret, I will still look up with my head held high because nothing can bring me down. Wish me luck for the year as I prepare myself for the tough war... (Sounds like I'm going National Service)

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