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Syahrul Naem Bin Jailani
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Aspiring Architect/Fashion Designer
I just want to make my parents proud, that's all.
31 May 2009 | 10:03:00 PM

Dear R,

I know things haven't been working out well between us. And I suspect that you've been reading my blog, trying to understand how I feel. I've been complaining too much, explaining too little. So, I'm explaining to you now. Even though you're not with me, I pray for you everytime I have the chance to. I pray to God that you'll be able to overcome all obstacles in life, be successful in whatever you do and be a good Muslim. I guess you don't know this.

I have to tell you that I can't wait my whole life for you. You cannot come back into my life whenever you want to because I don't function that way. You can tell me all the words of love in the world, but have you ever prove it to me? You do things without explaining yourself. And maybe you do things without thinking about others. That may just be one of your flaws. I know I have to accept you the way you are but I really want you to change for the better.

Time can change feelings towards another. I don't feel the same towards you now than I had before. And you know why it is so. WFA's been helping me a lot to overcome these emotional setbacks I had. Sometimes when I feel like giving up, he would bring me back to my feet. If it wasn't for WFA, I wouldn't be where I am now.

I need you to explain. Explain to me everything. Tell me what I have to know. I'm not a stranger to you, syg. I am, afterall, yours.

Hugs and Kisses,
Syahrul

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