Blogger's being such a bitch, again and again and again.
Today's not my day, I swear.

I'm so very pissed with R.
I feel used, and I wish you knew.
I hate what I have put myself into.
Being with you have made life unbearable.
I need to see a psychiatrist soon.

And I miss talking to ______.


I miss being loved, cared for.
Like nothing in this world matters more.
And these are just empty hopes.

:(

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In the bus, I was wondering...
Is ITE a two year or three year course?
GOD, I know riiiiight.
I'm like the random-est asshole ever! tsk.

Anyway, today's contemporary training was really hardcore but it was fun nevertheless.
The usual crap still going on, with me starting it. hah (:
And I'm so so so deadbeat right now.
Like what Ruz said, I'm so toast!
He keeps saying toast as if it was the in-thing to say.
It's more like fucking awesome.
tsk. Okay I don't make sense :/

GAH Art kills.
No wonder people keep dropping art.
But I'm kental.
Without art, the world will just wither and die.
So kudos to US (:

I need to start major mugging already.
The J2s have their Block Tests next week and I can tell that they're mugging really hard till like 5am in the morning!
Awww I hope this contributes sufficiently for the tests.
Or else.. ohmyohmy!


And I so want to watch The Leap Years and Step Up 2.
I'm sorry kambings for not tagging today to the movies.
Because I'll know I'll be super tired after dance.
I promise I'll plan the next one, just us kambings and the world behind us.

I'm studying with my sunshine tomorrow.
Gee.. can't wait :D

Alright then, I'll better take my long, cold shower and do Art soon after.
I love my life, and please I've moved on okay.

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I had a the Pre-U Seminar interview just now.
I think it went well, hopefully, enough.
Because honestly, I don't want to go OBS :)

Anyways, I wore my spectacles today.
It may not seem that interesting for you readers who know me personally.
But, it was my first in JC so everyone thought that I had perfect eyesight.
And I studied for two hours in school today.
And someone said I look like a nerd from afar.
:/ Thanks eh.

I know, myself, that things haven't gone too well for me.
It's been hell of a rollercoaster ride for me in the beginning of 2008.
I think things are just going to get wilder.
(The thought of me screaming hysterically for no apparent reason seemed to pop in my mind)



And if you think I'm a happy-go-lucky guy with smiles that seemed to brighten anyone's day, well, you're yet to find out more about me.
Truthfully, I could say that they're all facades.
But I've got my happy moments too okay.

I'm crying every now and then.
And you said it is gonna be okay after we break up.
But it seemed that things are getting worst for me.
I miss you, like a lot.
But I just wish you knew, knew it well :'(

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